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Saturday, December 12, 2009
Lollipop夢想比誰都大 失敗不退縮哪裡怕
紐約東京北極埃及 勇氣零時差
i'm tired.
went out like 11 plus today, went to get earpiece and the fing supplier wasnt home.
then met a customer at cck at 12plus,
she totally overslept and i stood there like a ftard,
and with that, i overstayed in the mrt, and got charged 2bucks for that.
how unlucky can i be?!
like oh please did i sinned?
damn it.
then went meet with lds people, yeh,
Lollipop's having concert tonight at guangzhou.
and we were out there talking.
and hongki is in singapore and i was out there talking.
what kind of fing life is this man!?
and my wallet is left with 1buck.
idk how to open my mouth and get money from my dad ==
tomorrow will be chalet already, and i'm fing broke.
HA, what a life to have?
someday i shall write a compo on, 如果我是有錢人.
i'll have to much to talk about!
i look down on myself.
i'm tired and shag, but i've some parents that shoot words before they go through their brains.
i just reached home and there came a bullets flying to me.
like wtf?
i seriously think i sinned ==
if not why is my life torturing me so much?
i really dont know.
get it?
damn it.
and i'm supposed to post about how great lollipop's concert should be,
but now i'm complaining ==
damn me, i'll have a belate post for that.
got a lot of fing things to settle.
Friday, December 11, 2009
我在你的世界 被排在第幾位
愛你所以我會心甘情願 乖乖排隊
offending post, if you cant accept my crapping just dont read, ty.
and by the way this guy up there, being fabienyangqiyu is seductive.
today is seriously a fucked up and unlucky day.
what the fuck did i actually do wrong to make the person in the clouds do these to me..
my fucking sandals i bought like a month plus ago broke, money wasted.
people going for chalet decreasing like some fucking stocks that wont rise. and whatever suppliers not replying to my msges.
and now my wallet is left with 10cents.
WHATTHEFUCK!
i'm seriously damn pissed la, waste time waste money waste effort and all.
i seriously dont know how i'm going for chalet like that la.
then this morning paid 30bucks for my lollipop christmas limited shirt,
then the stupid bank needs to charge 7bucks more for the transection.
yehla, seriously think that the whole world is full of rich people meh?
the one facing the screen and typing is not okay?
that person is a fucking broke person la.
then some stupid maths and tons of chinese homework staring at me like everyday.
homework, please la, dec holidays ley.
homework..
tmd la. i'm really going to rob the bank someday.
fucking society of singapore out there, knn,
stop bullying us la -.-
fuck la, is like i should totally be in a good mood la,
the point is tomorrow is lollipops asia tour concert in mainland.
and yet i'm having this knnbccb attitude.
and i dont even have any sense to think about what i'm speaking.
i just hope that freakin' guy at my place wont come and disturb me.
kb la.
i've been trying not to overspend like a few weeks ago already la,
then now what?
knn la.
worse still, CLASS chalet.
end up having only 11 people?
what the fuck do you call this a class man.
might as well commit suicide.
fuckoff la.
6 Dec 09, 23:31
Kimberly: its called Les Misérables! i love the trumpet solo at 2min omg damn awesome
okay,ha.
7 Dec 09, 02:15
doris.: ♥HELLo. hahaha. I'm so sorry that I can't go for class chalet. But hope you'all would have fun. Lollipop FTW! ♥ ;D
hello, nevermind. ty. yeh lollipop.
8 Dec 09, 01:25
Kimberly: Ep 6 is more touching than ep5, and the show's getting interesting. haha :D
both makes me tear.
9 Dec 09, 01:18
Hazel: SOOCHE 309. LOL. Lucky or whatttt. Teehee. Okay sorry :X Okay forgot what I wanted to say already. ):
not lucky. when you rmb then tell me. ha
9 Dec 09, 10:29
huiwen: hi sooche! in 309 ah! my neighbour lai de <3>
yah, hah.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
能不能將你的樣子都忘掉
捨不捨得愛 讓我控制不了
只想要把你擁抱
海派甜心.
this show is totally making me laugh like mad and cry like mad.
those sweetness and those heartbreak,
it's how love is like..
although it's obvious that 偶像劇都是騙人的,
but 我就是願意受騙.(:
cause i can't take reality.
偶像劇是騙人的, 但現實是傷人的.
however, it's still reality when an episode ends.
there's no choice for a person,
it's reality in our world.
偶像劇, is just a part of my life.
one that can make me put down reality for that hour,
and enjoy the ups and downs in the show.
who doesn't wish to have 偶像劇人生?
cause no matter how many ups and downs,
it's still a happy ending after them.
yes, 偶像劇人生(:
something that won't come into my life.
hah, i'm still the same optimistic pohsooche.
i won't look down on myself, i know.
海派甜心, definitely the best ever drama i've watched(:
those who aren't watching,
do try watching, you might love it too!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
星光像淚水
沒說的思念變成黑眼圈
time flies, isn't it?
it's been three years back, and all of them have grown up.
they've been together, living together, learning together(:
it's so good to have such brothers.
yes, Lollipop, they can do it, and they've been fighting for these 3 years.
great job for them all, cause i love them.
hahh(:
all six of them are them, in the past, currently, and in the future.
Lollipop won't be Lollipop if anyone of them is not there.
fabien, owodog, liljay. awei, william, prince
as one, they live.
well, i've been watching drama like mad these few nights.
addiction, you see?
and spreeing, like as if i'm so rich and full of money -.-
but the fact is that i dont,
so all i do is hop around the sprees.
dumb right?
i know..
but i still love dramas best, no i love lollipop most.
kay, cause they make me happy, and make me sad.
it's just like being in love, hah.
棒棒堂超克7黑girl ftw. (K)
i feel drunk, Lol, though i'm not.
but i think my brain has the effect of being drunk.
heehee.
three years.
it passed in a blink of an eye.
2006, primary 5?
hahh, maybe i'm the only one that haven't grown up from that time.
at least.. emotionally.
primary 5, was sweet and disastrous,
primary school life, hahh.
and after one year, two years and three years.
am still having the same thinking and so..
what can i do to grow up emotionally?
childish thinking and stuff is making me go sane.
interesting, no.
but maybe, i should stay the same,
stay myself(:
cause childish means pure.
i'm serious in everything i say and do,
emotionally.
it might not be the best,
but it might not be the worst too. yeh?
1 Dec 09, 06:45
Yorksun: Cheerup! :(
sunny side up xD
1 Dec 09, 14:44
ONEZERO: one more day to THREE years~
hah, time flies.
1 Dec 09, 21:01
sushi: hi :D walao, never link me.
is your blog suddenly bujiandiao leyyy! kay la will link you.
3 Dec 09, 16:09
jiayu:): yeapp yqyifc:D
heehee, high5 ;D
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
yeps, above is fabien and shuan, both my love ;DLol, and they are lovebirds.
shouldnt put in this way but, i dont care!
haha cause i want them to be lovebirds ;D
met hazel, yujun, bern, jerms, kyler this afternoon.
and jimmy who didnt appear, lol.
kay, planned some chalet stuff(:
we did manage to plan okayyyy!
hahah, but not very fruitful xD
going to go for the band concert tomorrow evening.
nice of me mannnnn,
haha, goodluck chong for your solo ;D
Lol!
yesterday's post was abit crappy.
hahaa, the point is that i overspent and i'm pissed.
now, the point is Lollipop's belated birthday! (1202)
prepare for a very very very long piece chinese essay. LOLxD
♥♥♥♥♥♥
Lollipop棒棒堂 生日快樂
三年了, 這三年的點點滴滴都是多麽與衆不同.
棒棒堂, 小煜敖犬阿緯小傑威廉王子.
六個男生在三年前, 從模范棒棒堂節目中誕生, 並在20061202正式出道(:
對於六個十幾二十來歲的男孩, 演藝之路是多麽崎嶇坎坷,
但儘管如此, 他們還是肩並肩, 努力, 勇敢地向前邁進.
這六個男生的成長也因此與衆不同.
而棒棒堂在這三年裡也創造了不少的傳奇.
一開始的七彩棒棒堂EP, 夏日初體驗
還有他們的第一部和學姐一起拍的偶像劇《黑糖瑪奇朵》
讓這六位青澀, 卻親民的男孩成了全亞洲華人地區的超人氣偶像團體.
雖然如此他們並沒有驕傲起來, 反而更努力精進自己.
有越多人喜歡他們, 他們更要表現得最好讓喜歡他們的人看!
就是這樣的精神. 他們就是Lollipop棒棒堂.
20071228, 棒棒堂發行了他們的第一張專輯, 哪裡怕.
也在出道一年又一個月后站上了台北小巨蛋.
一個許許多多天王天后所站上的大舞臺.
雖然青澀, 棒棒堂還是非常順利並成功的辦了生平的第一場演唱會.
演唱會后他們依舊如同往常般上模范棒棒堂, 也在那個時候接下了《哪裡怕》的節目.
之後 他們帶著他們什麽都不怕的精神帶著他們的作品又到了各地宣傳.
但是這次, 包含了新加坡. ;D
(是的沒有錯 是20080612, clarkequey Lunar.)
那也是我這個比細菌還要小的粉絲第一次親眼見到他們的時候,
也是我第一次上簽唱會, 我把我的第一次獻給了他們(:
第一次, 我好緊張也不只到要說什麽.
所以也沒有好好把握住機會.. 但是我依然珍惜著呼吸著同一個空間的空氣的每分每秒.
P.S. 楊奇煜對著我笑+握手!
這些因該都是粉絲必備的興奮吧?
我很快樂因爲你們(:
之後, 就是《模范棒棒堂》第一屆畢業.
畢業縂驗收的那整個星期, 眼睛都腫了, 每天都哭得要死要活.
因爲在我心裡棒棒堂佔有了重要x10000的位置.
“如果星期一至五無法看見你們我該怎麽辦?” 我一直問自己.
《模范棒棒堂》永遠是你們的家,
而底迪們范范姐小香容嘉君怡姐Andy哥B2哥小豬哥等等, 都是你們最好的家人.
棒棒堂的第二部偶像劇《黑糖群俠傳》也有了很不錯的成績.
而電視原聲帶的發行也在一次的讓棒棒堂來到新加坡!
20081122 Music Monster Festival 早上5點就開始排隊了,
雖然活動明明晚上7點才開始. -.-
雖然辛苦, 但是那一天是我永遠都不會忘記的一天(:
辛苦都是值得的, 因爲愛!
小煜先生和我一人站一邊, 雖然可惜死了 x:
但是我身旁有廖俊傑吖!
真的很謝謝你, 小傑, 你真的很棒很棒也很帥很帥.
也謝謝劉俊緯你也太可愛了, 也少不了莊濠全, (親到你囖)
我真的很榮幸, 可以儅你們的粉絲.
就算對你們來說我只是幾万人中的小小一只, 我還是很開心.
簽唱會, 20081123, 楊奇煜先生你幹嘛一直偷瞄我的板板!
人家會害羞喇 (:$)
傑緯王敖威煜. 謝謝你們, 簽名我回收好的(:
幸福是無形的, 但它是存在的. 我真的比你們想象中的愛你們耶.
進入了2009年, 帶著第二張專輯《我是傳奇》的發行,
棒棒堂亞洲巡迴演唱會也正式開跑了!
第一站, 香港紅磡體育館, 0704,0705.
紅磡也是一個聚集許多大牌藝人開演唱會的地點,
而出道不到三年的棒棒堂踏上了這個神聖的舞台.
棒棒堂也已四面台的模式和香港的粉絲們見面, 再次創造了棒棒堂的不朽傳奇.
而在來臨的20091212, Lollipop棒棒堂就會到廣州給那邊的粉絲他們的巡迴第二站.
聖誕節當天也會在北京和北京的粉絲一起度過一個畢生難忘的聖誕節.
雖然我只有羡慕的份, 我依然為他們六只感到欣喜,
又要創造棒棒堂自己的傳奇了! 加油.
最後, 棒棒堂三周年快樂, Happy Birthday! (K)
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
白白的赤裸的心會很容易碎
落入眼裡想哭卻沒有眼淚
(: sleeping over at soohuey's hostel tonight!
Lol, left home at 9plus in the morning and went fareast, chinatown queensway.
with my sister la.
then it was already somewhat 8plus?
kay, i'm currently pissed with myself for overspending.
gahh, shitzxzx.
i meant i ate too much. x:
fine, kay whatever.
went to see doctor yesterday,
wahaha met hazel at cck, she just popped out from nowhere la,
scare me!!
heh;D
yeaps, chatted on the train and blahblah.
will be meeting some of the people at lotone tomorrow.
planning for class chalet(:
hope that it will go smoothly!
feel like watching sunset/sunrise all of a sudden.
hah, random.
but yes, i really think that the moment is very cool!
heh, kay.. shall go watch my wahsbbt.
byebye!
1202, 重要日子(:
棒棒堂三周年快樂!!
轉眼間三年了耶,
喜歡棒棒們也兩年多了.
哈哈三周年快樂!
一起再創新的傳奇吧！
新加坡等你們;D
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
心若死了 要怎麽救 想你恨你只更折磨
白天黑夜 不停纏著我 每次想到心就會喊痛
心痛,心碎?
i've gone through them,
but there's one, that i haven't.
心,洞.
i know there isn't such a word.
i've created it, as how the word is formed,
the meaning is there.
it just simply means that,
a heart is holepunched.
know the difference?
心痛 is heartache, where your heart is still as it is,
only that it hurts.
心碎 is that a heart is broken,
and there's nothing more to be said.
心洞 is that a heart is still beating,
despite it's holepunched.
maybe, i'm not feeling any better than that.
心洞..
i thought putting up a smile would pull me out,
now i know, i was wrong.
miserable? maybe.
but there's no other route for me to take.
i wish, i had a choice..
but its clear that there isn't.
presenting, this song.
忘了愛 by Toro.
27 Nov 09, 21:49
Marumo: thanks for tagging :D
np(:
27 Nov 09, 21:58
-XIAOQI: sad sad sad sad ~ ); nvm, D:
27 Nov 09, 21:58
-XIAOQI: thanks :D hahas, you're linked anw. Hahas, awwww D: he's married ?! ); his wife is sure v,lucky. :\ saddened larhs !
yeaps just got baby, dont sad dont sad(:
27 Nov 09, 22:24
Kimberly: lol i don't get the preview D: nevermind wait for next episode haha. anyw they damn funny la its like 2 episode then 2 years liao LOL
i totally cried my heart out.
28 Nov 09, 23:39
Yorksun: SOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHI
SOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHI
SOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHISOOSHI
hello.
29 Nov 09, 10:51
Jiahui: HAH I know you missed me alot! I know, going with a tour sucks! Keep visiting temples mountains palaces all these! -.-
ha, but at least you get to go. (:
29 Nov 09, 14:34
jiayu:): heyys i like xiaoyu&maodi too!(:
hey(: you're yqyifc that jiayu?
29 Nov 09, 16:47
HUIQI: YO AHQI. YES I AM HAPPY PLUS EXCITED HAHA.
good for you.
29 Nov 09, 20:16
Kimberly: but it looked like wangzi! Omg i think i miss him too much .
erm, okay.
30 Nov 09, 22:33
Hazel: EHHH. The Xiaoyu wallpaper niceee. Idk where do download chinese fonts ahhhh. ):
ha, ty. go yahoo search lo(:
Friday, November 27, 2009
不知道在繼續付出有沒有未來
只知道愛情應該是期待在期待
yehheh(:today is a better day.
supposedly, hahh
hee, this picture above is now my wallpaper!
cause i was too bored last night, and made this.
after so long not editing pictures..
Lol, hope it looks fine(:
haha, well i'm bored heh.
kay, actually this post is just out of boredom,
and one thing.
this video below(:
i freaked out when i see 虎牙 did that.
he moonwalked with his knee la!
is like wtf!
i freaked out xD
it's like freakin' cool la,
he's trying to beat his good friend 敖犬!
LOL, but 敖犬 is still very loved la ;D
hahaa, GOOD FRIEND!
there you go, 虎牙 向偶像麥克致敬(:
Thursday, November 26, 2009
原來你的心有空隙
她才能輕易的佔據
我沒本領 我不爭氣
假裝不在意
here comes spongebob modi.(:
cute, isn't he?
the truth is that modi is cuter than prince,
i'm being biased here, but it's okay.
prince has got other finding him cuter than his brother..
but i like modi more (: heh
today is an easily teary day.
the meaning of that is as how the words mean..
some things are meant to be kept as secret i suppose,
but there's always an urge that pushes me.
how am i going to express myself?
seriously, i'm lost in the maze i've created..
i'm losing myself..
'do you know that everything you do will make me like you even more?'
..
i didnt expect my eyes to be filled with tears,
just because of a song, and a thought of you.
i wish i can be like yesterday forever.
a kid that enjoys life so much, without any pain..
25 Nov 09, 19:07
Yorksun: Sooshi! :D
crazy fellow x:
26 Nov 09, 11:26
-XIAOQI: OH, SOOCHE! I didn't know you still updating this blog. :\ hahas, when you tag me please give me your link so i can link you :D lazy to do it now.. ><"
heehe(: okay sure!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Told myself to keep on driving
Cause I left my heart with you
heeeheeee!
i'm feeling childish today ;D
i know its very wccc (lame) but heee,
maybe being a kid can drive those troubles away!
okay, but todays' weather is like freakin' warm with the freakin' sun..
forget it.
Lol.
oh by the way, i'll put modi's picture up the next time heheh xD
i'm sort of like missing the primary school days this few days..
been bloghopping around and seeing that everyone's their own lifes now (:
thinking two years back, and the six years together.
the laughters the tears and all we've been together,
cool right!
those childish conversations, love you people laa (K)
i'm like so into taiwan sprees now
heeheee! though i'm like broke -.-
i've been scanning through all the apparels in the auction webs.
Lol. i think i'll go mad and buy a lot of stuff..
but i'd have to save before that x:
lalaa, me love taiwan like mad man!
hahahaaa, (L)
and i think i'm like wasting money or what ==
whateverxzxz.
kay, i'm being excited ;D
if i remember, i'll cut my fringe tomorrow!
hope i wont screw it up x:
cause i feel like keeping my hair, like after two years?
kay, i wont screw up my fringe!
not like bulldog, everytime cut her fringe herself will screw xD
kayla, joking.
whee, and have i told anyone?
kay i dont think so.
i'm like quite into boys like girls
heeheee xD
their songs are like, wow!
Lol, i'm weird, but i dont really care.
bye!
lastly,
我們之間 dedicated to all(: (H)
Lol, admire 小煜 mannnzxzx! ;D
and 敖犬阿緯小傑威廉王子 laa.
i'm not that biased kayyyy!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
有太多太多考驗 還要很多抱歉
放不下 我在想著你 你想著誰
Happy birthday Gohweisheng. (:
you're like, young. hahh
okay yeh, so today is this young man's birthday.
sounds abit weird, but its okay.
co today was boring, as usual.
dreamt last night, quite a good one i suppose?
maybe its true that you'll dream in the night of what you think in the day.
fabienyang, awei, owodog, liljay, modi, shuan, meimei, mini.
and six.
lol, no link right?
i know that, but they just happened to appear in my dreams,
so let it be(:
heh, its like so cool.
okay.. yeh.
dreams, its called..
hence it just means that it wont be happening anytime in real life.
as i said, i've decided..
there's going to be a long and tough way ahead.
i would have to stay strong physically,
even if i became mentally weak.
(: no matter what..
as long as you're happy, i'll be glad.
so please dont be down, as it hurts.
22 Nov 09, 13:07
huiwen: hello! :D
hello(:
22 Nov 09, 21:58
ONEZERO: bwahahahaha. lol.
hello mad auntie
23 Nov 09, 19:50
Rhia: SOOCHEEEEE BOYBOY! :D Miss you.
RHIA GIRLGIRL! i miss you tooooo ;D
23 Nov 09, 22:05
Crystal.: MAODI IS CUTER THAN XIAOYU. Laughs. Oh btw, is Meimei really jap? Tangguo still cutest though!
hehh maodi is choc7 love, xiaoyu is lollipop love XD
next post i put maodi's super cute picture!
nope, meimei is taiwanese hehh. yeh tangguo is like fabulous! prettayy ;D
24 Nov 09, 00:45
HUIQI :D: OMG LAAA. XIAOJIE IS LIKE MAD LOVESSSS. Freak, make me so high ahahah! SUPER HAWT. :D
Lol. yes, and its 12+ dont be to high (:
24 Nov 09, 00:55
Jiaqi: Imy too. How're you doing now? :P
heehee, yapjiaqi! yeh, not bad(:
24 Nov 09, 19:16
Kimberly: lanqiuwu! Haha damn cool =D but wangzi's dui ni ai ai ai bu wan cooler ~
not bad la wangzi, but still think liljay's bball dance, fabienyang's saxophone,
owodog's michaelaoquan, awei's heijiao dance and weilian better XD
Lol, jk la, all damn nice ;D
Monday, November 23, 2009
也許這就是愛情 動了就不能停
控制不了的心 該飛到哪裡去 找尋
去年的今天和昨天,
和今年的今天和昨天..
心情和處境未免落差太大了吧?
轉眼間一年就過去了耶..
這一年發生了好多事情有好有壞.
想想去年的今天和昨天, 也就是112208/112308..
我是多麽的興奮快樂, 並且幸福(:
知道嗎? 那種感覺真的好棒好棒..
倘若飛翔般的樂活 不誇張噢
那是因爲我有我喜歡, 愛, 欣賞, 崇拜, 尊敬的人在身旁.
六只棒棒, 煜犬緯傑威王 (L)
一年前我們好靠近噢!
而那兩天, 當然少不了120608,
都會是我生命中值得紀念的日子,
因爲我真的好幸福!
但從那天以後, 知道今天..
你們都沒有來新加坡了耶 ):
好想你們.. 好想念好想念
所以我會耐心的等候你們在新加坡的演唱會,
第一排見(:
這是約定! 就算你們不知道 哈
而今年的今天和昨天, 112209/112309..
卻是多麽的無趣感傷, 並且空虛.
難以置信, 不過是過了一年, 在同樣的一天反差超大..
這兩天過得比平常再更平常一點,
還會學校咧==
心情的落差也是天壤之別..
怎麽了.. 好孤單好空虛,
又被一些讓棒棒們失望的敗類給氣到..
整個就是有夠悶有夠難受的 ):
走不出來的憂愁, 只希望自己能夠勇於面對眼前的現實..
但我知道 我不夠勇敢.
今天想了很多, 也定了決心,
無論如何, 我會勇敢. 我會守候 (:
這是我的決定.
我知道我會受到很多傷害,
但是我要堅強..
雖然我也知道我並沒有想象中堅強..
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by the way,
who wants to learn 小傑's 籃球舞?
this vid is like from 012608. (K)
its like freakin cool hah, huiqi will be happy to see this(:
but i'll be happier, as i wish to be (:
Sunday, November 22, 2009
不敢有埋怨 都是我心甘情願
或許有一天 我的愛你能看見
i dont like weekends that i've nothing on.
these days would be days that i cant control myself from thinking..
thinking of everything in mind.
its like being on a ferry's weel..
like the whole world is mine and for me to imagine.
but when i reach the ground once again,
i still have to face it.
yes, i'm afraid of facing reality.
deep within myself, i know clearly that i haven't overcome it,
but i have no choice but to put up a strong front.
i havent learnt how to express my feelings well,
so to hide them would be the best way to choose..
i'm clear in my mind and empty in my heart.
i know what im doing, but i feel dead.
how can this feeling be enjoyable?
its torturous.
but i cant hide, not a coward, no.
allow me one night, just one..
to not see you when i close my eyes.
i'm making myself a fool..
make me a fool♥ 棒棒堂小煜
Friday, November 20, 2009
我願意讓傷心再來一邊 只要你留一個位置給我
哪怕是在你心中 最容易被忽略的角落
heyhey(:
today's the last day of the course in ngee ann.
spent a whole week there from morning to late afternoons,
learning the stuff taught, and having fun around!
thank all for making this week a really enjoyable one(:
all the freakin' laughters that made lunch difficult and so on..
hahah, really enjoyable.
although the whole process can be quite tiring..
kimberly wanling lynette karhui peiwen yorksun shihan haowei ;D
Lol, suppose we're going to stop the laughing madness yeh!
(: oh, and the powerpoint!
i managed to link to lollipop, yaye ;D
i'm happy about that, heehee!
and their picture was so big on the screen, made myself excited x:
yeaps, lovecube!
and next week will have to go back for co practices..
i've got no idea what we'll be performing for openhouse.
i just wish that we dont have to wear the costume -.-
oh whatever.
was released earlier today, like 2pm?
then went to bpp to buy mrbean ;D
then back home.
i-was-bored-as-i-didnt-feel-like-doing-anything.
went to find a mirror and sat infront.
Lol. i think the action sounds stupid, heh
then i bathed and ate my mrbean!
wanted to watch some shows then, but the connection sucked.
so i turned it off and laid on the sofa,
and i fell asleep!
its been a long time since the last time i slept on the sofa..
but its still nice to sleep there!
okay, idk what i'm talking about. x:
so yeh, i just woke up a few moments ago.
hee.
shant talk bout emotional stuff or whatever yeh(:
happy. this is the way, hehh!
treasure everything you have.
17 Nov 09, 20:27
Kimberly: you should just say weird ._. yes i know im weird eccentric whatever. nanhua toilets ! yay.
Lol. no you're not weird! everyone's weird!
17 Nov 09, 23:14
Yorksun: ALOHAA ! ;D
hello yorkkysunny!
17 Nov 09, 23:48
Kimberly: MEIMEI IS CUTE! 假日係 hahaha 月半姐姐!
she is 真日係 cannnn!
20 Nov 09, 20:53
Hazel: Hey Baby. Cheer up okay. :D heehee. loveyou ttm!
aiyo, stop calling weixuan la! not okay, i dont want XD
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
你應該哭了 他應該醒了
想一整夜的我該死心了
who knows what i'm thinking?
voicing out for my heart?
我,好,想,你.
i really dont feel good.
as in i feel that i'm skinned x:
no privacy, no warmth, no nothing.
白雪公主.
it's Meimei up there, pretty isnt she?
i'm not good at words, and i cant express myself with words.
那我該怎麽辦?
my heart is locked, i dont need a key, i need a password.
one that would unlock it and let all the sorrows out.
and make people around me just shut it up, as in continue telling others==
鎖得好緊好緊.. 我快要窒息.
as tight as it can be, i'm suffocating..
i really dont know how to express myself with words!
like not totally.
and it is keeping me down to the lowest.
i-am-really-trying-very-hard.
very hard..
來掩飾我真正的心情 和說不出口的話語
cause i know what you've been doing, all the words from you.
i know and i understand,
like how i felt towards o. lol xD
its fine with me(:
i heal fast. appearantly, only.
heh, whatever la.
我需要的只是多一點時間
and i want to apologise(:
quite a nuisance at times.
really sorry!
kay, now i really cant think of anywords to use anymore.
and yeh, this week can be really tired.. with all the whatever hell work -.-
i'll be off(:
白雪公主(:
still think meimei is freakin' cute!
enjoy the song!
it's nice, serious.
touching like omfgfgfgfg!
girl version, quite long already..
just didnt put up x:
heh, can just look at the guy with his yellow guitar xD
guys with yellow guitar is love!
Lol, a few of them la.
Monday, November 16, 2009
你在深夜像黑咖啡
你在我心裡面陪我失眠
可是卻不在 我身邊
Lol. today, weird.
dont really know how to say,
but i went to ngeeann. dng.
okay, whatever..
went to school this morning and i was late.
damn the stupid 184 for getting caught in a traffic jam!
haa, and the bus was so nice that the aircon wasnt strong at all.
i was totally sweating luh,
worse still have to chiong all the way to school.
suibian.
Lol. yeh, kimberly is funny.
but not in a normal case of funny.
dont really understand what i'm saying too x:
so, its okay.
i'll try to enjoy this week there ==
hahh.
i'm tired now la.
whateverrrr.
byebye;D
14 Nov 09, 16:46
Ag.: Cheerup lah :D
13 Nov 09, 19:29
Ag.: Whoa. Me no money buy guitar. D:
lol, okok. hah then.. i also dk how xD
16 Nov 09, 16:42
huiwen: ooo i see, alright then. see you on the next next CO prac then! :D
kk, sure!
16 Nov 09, 19:49
Marumo: hey! nice been classmates for 2 years :D LINK ME, THANK YOU
thanks luoyang(: i'll link you asap.
Friday, November 13, 2009
躲在少了你的房間
兩眼無神的靠在窗台邊
不知過了多少晝夜
weird day it is today.
and its making me feel empty, very.
tried doing some homework this afternoon(:
manage to finish trigo on the maths worksheet.
and chinese mcq.
oh, have i mentioned that i've collected my geos?
tried putting it on yesterday and today,
but yesterday was so damn fail..
tried putting on for an hour and only right went in, dng.
today was much better, maybe because of luck,
15 minutes, and both were in. Lol.
should be quite efficient a day, hahh
until i realised there are still many more homework lying around.
well, i quit.
hahh, what kind of feeling i'm having now, idk.
as i said, empty and blank.
so, yeh..
nothing better than yesterday.
i'm still hiding, and trying to hide forever.
how is it going to me?
i've got no idea(:
let fate decide it.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
有時候真的很想問
想從你的眼神
知道我有沒有份
hello.
i've not done any homework yet,
although i really want to do..
i just dont have the mood to do it.
well, mass convo as usual, but bernard wasnt around.
he had stomach ache, dng.
well, so hazel, chong, weixuan, kyler, huiqi and i discussed for class chalet(:
by the way, everything is set.
it's 13-15 december, coasta pasir ris.
details would be posted until everyone confirms if they are going..
now, 111209 3.05pm,
there are 10 confirmed going, 2 maybe, 4 cmi.
thats all i have with me.
i shall just slack for this whole week since i'll be busy next week.
but still i shall try doing some homework ):
okay, i dont know what i'm talking about already..
i am really really really very sick now.
as in i feel sick, very..
empty, and sick.
i dont feel like dying..
but i can feel myself dying.
its hard to understand, so you dont need to understand.
i just got the feeling that i'm dying.
i know i'm not the type..
the sky out there is like,
going to rain, but not going to rain.
so much like me.
i hate this..
10 Nov 09, 20:44
huiwen: hi sooche! must happy kay? :D gong will always love you de LOL
gong, i think i cant go for the first co prac, but i'll be there for the rest..
11 Nov 09, 16:06
sushi: once class got 45 people cannot meh ?o.0 i tot cannn...
eh, idk ley.. but t thought 45 too much x:
11 Nov 09, 17:36
Hazel: HAHAH OKAY. Ku cha is nice. Hehee. Next time i find video. Then got BBT vid on my blog alr, heehee. ^^
ku cha can cry..): yayee.
12 Nov 09, 00:30
Kimberly: relink ;)
i relink soon.. ty.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
我在你心裡面
有沒有一點特別
(:
its been a long time since i posted in chinese, dng.
and the first time i'm posting the same thing as in wretch.
yeh, its all i feel like saying..
我就是這樣的女生
和其他女生不一樣
女生嘛
長髮飄逸
氣質的,可愛的,嬌羞的, 甜美的
就是正妹
溫柔, 嬌弱, 懂得打扮自己
嬌生慣養 人見人愛
也就自然而然的備受保護
當然也讓人想要疼惜..
而我, 相反的
是個粗魯莽撞, 不修邊幅的女生
也並沒有很會打扮自己
從小就不善於表達内心的自己
也因此縂裝著一幅無所謂的樣子
説話大聲笑也大聲 又愛耍白癡
給人的印象更是豪邁
是, 我是愛逞強, 也不喜歡在大家面前流淚
總是在沒人注意時躲起來哭
但那又怎麽樣?
事實是, 我依然是個再普通不過的14嵗女生
並沒有與衆不同
面對有些事情, 我沒有辦法像想象中那麽樂觀勇敢, 更不用説堅強了
我只想要簡簡單單的..
6 Nov 09, 23:38
Hazel: HEY STEAD STEALER :D HEHEHEHE. WANYINGS MINE HOHOHO. NAKED LOL.
shhhhs! later she scold you uhh!
8 Nov 09, 15:27
doris.: SOOCHEEEEEE! warrenwarrenwarren someday? :X
fine with me ;D
Monday, November 9, 2009
我應該被動或耍賴
你喜歡高山或是海
或許愛來得太快 忘了所有對白
yeaps , i'm back from today's class outing (:
apparently it is so much more successful than the one last year ,
which i didn't go x:
yeh ..
met bernard , yt , yujun , plusplus at clementi at 8 this morning .
which is freakin' early ?!
so i kept sleeping .
kay , so when everyone reached , we proceeded on to bedok by mrt (:
then 196 to ecp ..
we reached there at like 9.40 ?
but we were totally supposed to meet the rest at 10.30 .
so we decided to have our breakfast first (:
macdonalds .
crapped around for half and hour and waited for tanhuiqi to arrive !
yeh , and went to look for the pit , area c pit 31 .
poker with the people , till we got real bored , and warm .
then decided to go to the arcade , leaving huiqi and some others behind (PSx:)
so , arcade .
ddr-ed like mad , long time no jump i tell you ..
like freakin' tiring ):
seven to get myself a drink and foodstuff .
most importantly , charcoal !
went back to the pit and balled abit and buried jimmy O:
okay , it was obscene x:
Lol ;D
so it started raining heavily .
drenched , very (:
and yeh , four crazy people running in the rain !
although it was quite dangerous and fruitless ,
it was quite fun , indeed ;D
then , we were soaked ..
shiverrings and hinding behind umbrellas as the wind blew .
after a long wait , the rain subsided , and everyone went back to the pit ,
trying to organise the items lying around
went on with more ball games and pushing people into the sea .
then started with the bbq (:
food , yaye !
but a bit fail x:
at least its edible though , rain comes and goes ..
make the fire irritating to control xD
whatever , just fanned and fanned .
later into the night ,
didnt feel quite well , so dragged bernard to the beach , dng !
he was so damn gay to not dare to sit on the sand Omfg x:
but he still sat down after that , hehh .
coconut tree (:
then went back to the pit and slacked ..
ended the bbq at 8+ cause of the rain ,
hence we went to bk where some of them had their dinner .
proceeded home at about 9+ (:
didnt really have any mood for any crapping ,
so i just stared blankly out of the mrt ..
sorry people x:
shant elab more , really tired and screwed ..
(: thanks , 20109 .